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Name: Demon_Trigger
Location: Mississippi, United States
Gender: Male
Interests: Anime, Manga, RPG's, RTS', Books (Fantasy, sci-fi, and a few others), Band, writing (though I do not so much of it), RPing, and a few other things that escape me at the moment.
Expertise: Perhaps at another time and place I shall divulge this information to you. Or perhaps I shall not. We shall see won't we.
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  SolidSnakeIVX
MSN: Solidsnakeivx@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  Solidsnakeivx
Member Since:
2/11/2004
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| I'll try to keep this update simplified to be easy to digest and for a personal reason or two *takes Zantac*
I will be moving.
When?
I don't know yet, but soon, within the month most likely. To my aunt's
house. The house I currently live in will more than likely be rented,
since Medicaid steals any money earned off of the house otherwise.
However, if renting the house out winds up putting hole in the bank
account, it will be likely be sold. Furniture and whatnot will be sold.
My belongings won't be (most likely), and Daisy will have a new place
to stay (note: not with me)
My grandmother is going into a home.
Within
the next two weeks, she will be moved to a Home, where she can be
better taken care of. It's too much to handle, even with how much time
I put into it myself.
I may be changing where I'm transferring to, if not putting it on hold.
I
may wind up staying on the coast with my aunt. If that happens, and
Long Beach USM does not carry my curriculum, and I cannot go to
Hattiesburg, then I may be forced to put my education on hold and
search for a job. I will save up what I can and resume as soon as
possible.
I may become difficult to contact
With a
change in location, a change in means (and how often) of contacting me
may become a reality. So it is not unfeasible to say that I may spend
far less time on-line than I currently do, if at all.
That's
pretty much everything I think. I can't think of anything else that I
need to say, and if there is something else, I haven't thought of it
yet. So that's all for now. | | |
| Did I lose a friend?
After an... incident on Saturday, a certain person and I have not
spoken. Is it my fault? At least partially. I can't say that it's
entirely my fault, but I'm willing to accept my share of the blame. I
did what I usually do on serious matters and go on something of an
unrelenting rant. Said person became angry and well, here I sit typing
this entry, neither side having spoken to the other--wondering if we'll
speak again at all.
It's strange because, though there exists a rift now, I feel...
incomplete and it hurts. I think that's actually part of what made me
sick Monday.
On an unrelated note: I injured my back getting out of bed this morning >_<
On another unrelated note: Yay, new phone! I will regain my concept of time, once again!
Addendum to earlier: I tried speaking to them.. and it didn't go so well... I probably have lost them. -sigh-
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| Current Mood: Contemplative, a little agitated.
Current Song: Sandy Badlands (Final Fantasy VII Original Soundtrack)
Tests.
I don't really care for them. Both the kind you receive in school and in real life--especially the ones in real life.
But
troubling it is when a friend feels the need to test me. I absolutely
hate being tested by someone I trust or by someone who purportedly
trusts me. It just really makes my skin crawl; and I don't mean in the
Linkin Park kind of way. If you trust me as you say you do, then why do
you feel the need to test me at all; or anyone for that matter. In my
honest opinion, testing someone like that is the same as saying "I'm
not really sure if I trust you anymore, so now I'm going to find out if
I can." I guess it makes me feel betrayed in a way, and betrayal is a
theme I'm disturbingly familiar with. A friend shouldn't feel the need
to put someone they call friend on the spot to find something like that
out and to be honest, I think it does little more than push the one
they tested a little further away--but this is all my opinion, and as
such is not to be considered fact in any way shape or form. To be sure
that we're all on the same page as to what a friend is.... here is the
definition of that word.
Friend
- A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
- A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
- A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
- One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement:
Right from http://www.dictionary.com
And if you look it up, you'll notice that I omitted number five as it
does not apply at all. Think about that definition for a minute, and
then think about what I've been talking about. Now, the most
significant definition (with me at least), is the first one. I
shouldn't have to elaborate anymore on this. If I must, you know how to
contact me.
Thinking about this--I'm reminded of a certain
day... an August 10th kind of day. I really hate that day..... so
goddamn much. I'm sure many of you know the significance of that
day--the ones who matter do at least. And I know I've told those who
read this at least once about it for a fact--so I won't go into the
details of that day. I will say however, that in a way, I feel what
happened there was a test too. And I feel I failed it; but it was a
test I would proudly fail again.
I hope all of you who've taken
the time to read this now understand me a bit better, and that you will
heed this knowledge in the future. I know someone out there is going to
be reading this and thinking that this is directed at them. And I'm
going to tell them now that it is not directed to them in any way shape
or form. It is purely coincidental. | | |
| So uhm like.... for those who may be concerned. I'm not dead. I'm very
much alive in fact. Uhm..... lots has happened since my last update
here. I'll summarize:
-Saw many, many movies this summer: including Sky High, The Longest Yard, Dark Water, and The Brother's Grimm.
-Survived a hurricane which has devastated the coast (Katrina). Half my
city is gone, but I'm alive. Wouldn't be if it weren't for Mojo keeping
me company that one night. I seriously would have ended it... and made
sure it would be ended.
-Lost my girlfriend of around six months. She cheated on me with her
two best friends Jess and Kt. Yeah, I still blame myself for that
one... at least partially. I know someone's happy about that
though..... kind of pisses me off honestly.
-Lost my best friend Ry. She moved away to California to live with her
girlfriend after Katrina hit.... part of me wishes I hadn't told her to
get out of here.
Lots of depressing stuff.... not enough good stuff. Oh, and I use MySpace now. http://www.myspace.com/demon_trigger/
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